I'm quietly letting assesing take a back seat right now for me, first off I'm long in the tooth and want to make the very best of my remaining games, and second I'm not entirely confident that the system is sound. As an assessee, my last four assessments have shown the consistency of a pin ball on Red Bull, each assessor stumbling across different and apparently very important positive features / areas for development. I am very couteous, but while my face says rapt attention my mind is saying WTF too many times. In my last assessment, where both captains gave me excellent, a very serious faced assessor said he was surprised and concerned how much I spoke with the players, almost coaching them.
What I should have said to him was "Do you know, that's exactly what they said at my last assessment. Hang on . no, they didn't, it must have been the one before that, yes, that's it. ..... No, now I think of it they didn;t, so it must have been the one before that one, there you are.
No, now I think of it they didn't mention it then, so perhaps it was in fact the one before that one, I think that must have been it. Yes, that one.
Whoops, my mistake, they didn't mention it then either. Not at all. Silly me.
Obviously then it was the one before those one. Ah, hang on , I wasn't reffing then."
But of course you don't, your face says thank you for this brilliant insight, while your mind goes "I will never fit in here, I hope my assessing is not like this, what time does Doctor Who start?" Our Saturday evenings are quite tame.
Best ever quote was my first Level 8 match where the assessor was sucking his teeth at this new bloke's performance, coming in and taking the Level 8 games, bit borderline, things to work on, when, and I jest not, both captains came across sat at the table and gave me my score card, again both excellents. My poor assessor instantly folded his arms, glared at the floor and hissed "Well there's more to reffingthan getting excellents". That was the day I realised I had perhaps reached a ceiling.